tertipu dan tertipu....tapi itu pengalaman....

assalamualaikum,.,,,
petang semua......haiii..

fuh!! baru habis makan....lewat?? da biasa...malam x makan gi da...by the way....
tadi masak sambal ikan bilis...wah...memg best la...sebab lada kering tu kena tumbuk lak....haiya...blender rosak,.....
apapun alhamdulillah...sangat sedap...cewah puji masakan sendri....kikiki
memg ah...x da owg nak puji....
rasa dia ok sedap tapi lada tu agak kasar sebab tumbuk x rata...hahaha....
mamy i did it!! ( ala kat umah selalu masak...memg ah)
apapun......aku sebenarnya minat masak...tapi rasanya aku masak tuk kuarga dan suami aku jak la...sebab da masuk bidg business nie kan....
erm....oh ya...tujuan sebenarnya aku blog in nie kan....nak ceta...i in love with someone.....wawawawa...pasti ramai yg kata aku nie play girl...wait wait wait....in love je pon...bukannya aku buat benda len kan kan kan.....heeeee
for me in love nie ada dua...cinta dan suka...cinta bila kita mengiktirafkan seseorg tu sbgai our boyfriend...and yg kedua suka...ala suka 2 jew...suka bila ngan dia...len taw.......we will be as a good, close friend but as a bf and gf...we will be share sadness and laugh...bila bf korg ada time gembira tu....just stop and think...maybe he is not the one who love u....
erm erm....

i not a perfect women to talk about love but ya,,,,pengalaman membesarkan aku...
hidup dgn pengalaman yg pelbagai.....pengalaman dipermainkan, dicintai dan pergi mghilang begitu saja...macam 2...sampai one day yes i think i must stop for a while and think about my future.....
then...pengalaman drpda rakan...ye la...pendgr setia erk...hahaha...x pa aku memg suka dgr ceta org...dan kawan yg baik la kan pada aku.....seorang yg suka dgr dan beri nasihat bukan just say
...erm......ya ya...erm....owwww.....cam tu.....memg da jelas dia x nak dgr....

pgalaman pengalaman.....
i love to share one story......
satu hari tu ada boy nie ajak kuar kan...erm...agak 2 da sebulan kot kenal and this is the stupid love story because kami belum pernah kenal n jumpa sampai la that day...ingat gi bila aku pakai baju hijau free hair...(time form 5 and then masih naughty gi...heeee)
i wait and wait and wait......then terima satu pggilan call....
"hello....
"yup....
"you da sampai ke?? x nampak pon....(wah guna i, u ,i ,u kot,,,hahaha).....
"ya already here...ko kat mana nie??
and then dia muncul depan aku....wow....hensome kot!!! (erm 2 dalam hati ye....hahaha)
" hii ira kan....nice to meet u..aku shawn"
" ya...nice to meet u too" (tersenyum lebar ye...hahahaha)
"jom makan....(time tu nak tgahari da,...)
"yup...makan kat mana nie??"
"makan kat umah i nak..."
yay...punyalah...mata aku besar merenung dia time tu...terkejut...
"what...gilakah...x nak ah..."
"yah...apa lak...ada kuarga i la kat sana...don't worry"
" x nak ah...kita makan kat bandar nie jew la...(cuba berdalih)
" takut eh...kita x jahat la awak" (yay...tukar lak ayat dia...confius...)
"hahaha...jahat x jahat...kita x kenal gi la...so...let eat here jew la ye....ya ya...."
"hahaha...yew la..."

ya...kami duk makan 2 and then...sorg mamat lak dtg tetiba...cam dirancang la....
and what a suprise because that man is my bf at that time...oh no!! kantoi sudah...haiya....wait wait...aku da bg tau dia ke ah??? lupa nie...tapi aku dan my bf terkejut sekejut kejutnya...ya x bgi tau time tu..sebab only a friend la...small matter...hahaha

"hai babe...ha....bguslah da kenal ngan my cousin...(yay...camna bleh kenal ngan cousin dia lak...its will be plan between them...oh no!!!!)
" aik...nie sepupu yg u asyik ceta tu" i said
"ya la...tgok rupa la...hampir jew muka kitowg kan??"
shawn: "ye kitorg memg sepupu...and korg????? ya...nie couple ko kah izz??
bf      :  yup...nie la...my princes (wow...aku tersenyum sipu...laaaa...dia x kenal aku n aku x kenal dia...)
ira      :  hahahaha....punyalah...jadi selama nie kita sms ko pun x tau la aku sapa erk shawn??
shawn: eya la...alahai...melepas lagi aku,.....haiya.....
ira      : hahahaha........
izz      : nasib baik aku muncul di sini lau x kan da ko ayat dia sampai dia curg ngan aku...hahaha
ira      : hai....len jak tu....
shawn: ha...jan gaduh lak...so...by the way...welcome to our group...hahaha

sebenarnya that day memg x dirancg pon...memg shawn ajak izz gi jumpa ngan aku sebab shawn memg lau minat jew kat sorg girl akan kenalkan antara satu sama len...haha...sampai sekrg kot aku rasa....
and then...apa yg penting sebenarnya aku punyalah gabra semacam time tu...mana taknya...kantoi kot...yay...takut....hahahaha...
apapun aku ada dua pgajaran time tu...nie bukan first time terkantoi...so bukan tu pgajaranya...
pengajarannya...be carefull la ngan lelaki sebab dorg banyak suprise hahahaha...eh pempuan pon la....heeee
then pengajaran kedua...setia jak la ngan yg satu...tu jak kot....aku leh jew curg ngan shawn tapi ya...what people always say...what goes around comes around....aku buat camtu...len kali aku gak yg kena...x nak x nak....

yay...panjang lak aku ceta...x pa ah...rehat sekejab sebenarnya nie...drpda study....go go gi mira...u can do it...study kuat gi.....

boys and boys

assalamualaikum.....

yay...pejam celik aku da samapi ke study week...erm,,,,da nak habis sem 3....that really short sem..(short la sgt)....soooo......
today let me tell u a story...
once upon a time.....tetttttttttttttttttttttttttt....stop...hey u are degree student ok.....hahahaha...i miss that word from Dr, Ng......

ladies and gentlement....hahahaha
aku pelik ngan org...terutamanya boy...asyik memberi harapan kepada aku....harapan bahawa mereka akan memberi kebahagiaan....hey boy i'm not stupid okay...heeeee
x da la...memg la lau cinta suma bleh...apapun kata ya,....please la...i need the one who can be my hero not my "hamba"....and then aku pelik ngan lelaki yg x faham bahasa...bukannya aku cakap mandarin kan...(walaupun memg tahu sikit 2 )
da aku kata aku x suka, x suka la,,,,easy,.....jgn paksa....
pelik 2....
nie lagi sorg....tiap kali chat i will be smile, laugh.....but sampai masa serius dia akan undurkan diri...what the #$%@....
maybe as a boy u will be say that u also think that a girl is weird right....erm...so camna nie...
biarkan jew ke????
biarkan...biarkan...biarkan.....and then adalah hati yg terluka....so sad...yay...stop it....i really want all this stop....x nak la jadi hipokrit lagi....
cukuplah ngan sorg nie aku hiprokrit,,,,i try to honest but i know that bila kita honest org akan marah, majok......erm....
i'm just a girl...maybe if i was a boy i will think differently...maybe...and maybe...

so sampai situ dulu....lau x suka jan baca...easy...this is my blog and its about me...tak suka jan baca...easy...life is easy if u think it easy....renungkanlah.....hahahaha.....

last last kuliah + trip to melaka + chrismas party....wahhhh...aku wat conclude segala

assalamualaikum,......

looo....lama x buka blog oww...
sibuk + busy memanjang...heeeee
ceta baru...erm....lebih kepada sesi penghabisan kuliah kitorang sem 3 nie la...alhamdulillah...suma pon bagus gak....kecuali QMT...arggghhhhh!!!!!! tekanan aku lau fikir...
erm...entahlah...malas nak ceta loo...
apapun....nie aku nak ceta...hari tu pi trip ke melaka...memg first x nak gi la...tapi suma 1 kelas gi...aku apa gi...nak gak la pi...
have a fun...hu ha hu ha....walaupun hati x la gembira sgt pon...apapun thanks to all...

and then,,,,chrismas hari tu kan...kitorg gi ke umah dak lelaki...first time ever aku tgok lelaki wat party kat umah dowg...that very 2 good boys...keep it up!!

and then we sing a song together...fun fun fun....punyalah fun...

and then...fuh..akhirnya esok...my friend, my................will be gooooooooooo............
sad sad sad sad.....tapi think positif la kan...peluang dtg sekali...if u refuse to go...it will never happend again....

itulah...concusion yg dapat aku buat...x da pa pon...tapi i very very very happy dalam kesedihan..huwaaaaa........